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Turning 30 Sucks

Tuesday, November 17th, 2009

So I’m turning 30 in a few days… and I think I’m going through a midlife err..um… third-of-a-life crisis :?

I’m normally very logical and clear minded, but I’ve been very irritable lately (just ask my wife).  On top that, the clarity that I once had seems gone at the moment.  Turning 30 has motivated me to start thinking about what I want to be doing for the next 5 to 10 years and therein lies the confusion…

I have a great job as a software developer, but is that what I want to be doing for the rest of my life?  It wouldn’t be the worst thing that could happen… I also don’t think quitting my job and scraping pennies as a wannabe game developer is the best choice either.

A little clarity would go a long way right now, but anyway here are some other things I noticed that suck about turning 30:

  • I can’t eat a pile of really spicy wings anymore… well… I can… and do, but its not worth it the next day (if you know what I mean) :shock:
  • My hair is thinning… not that noticeable to other people, but I can’t help but notice the glimmer of my scalp through my hair when the light hits it a certain way.  I’ve been turning gray since I was 18, but that never bothered me as much as this.
  • I feel like I have no time to do anything outside of work and sleep, and I don’t even have kids yet!
  • Its easier to get hurt and slower to heal.
  • I didn’t make my first million yet… oh, like your goals for turning 30 are so much better! :mad:
  • My memory has been going downhill quick… I’ve got a ton of iphone reminders and post-its everywhere for things I’m supposed to do.
  • There’s only a few years left until the end of the world.

That’s all I got for now… leave some comments and let me know what you think sucks about turning 30!

About This Blog

Wednesday, September 30th, 2009

I recently decided to put up this blog to catalog my journey as a game developer.  I’ll be posting about notable things that have happened, my hopes and dreams, upcoming milestones, and hopefully some helpful tidbits of information (or at least a few minutes of entertainment) for fellow game developers, sci-fi fans, and geeks everywhere.

I guess the ’saga’ began in 2003 when I launched Bantam City Games

Its been an uphill battle ever since and much like the majority of indie game developers out there, I’m fighting the good fight and hoping for that one hit game… the big fish… the General Sherman.

So take this blog for what it is and read it with an open mind and a light heart.

Enjoy!